Ambitious Droning

Again, something old; inspired by Bokowski, mild depression, sleep deprivation, and tequila. It was a rare time so don't expect any similar postings.

I watched for a long time

and waited.

Disinterested

but invidious.

Never thought to think, to stay motivated.

Never wanted anything, save everything.

Four A.M

Something on t.v., turned to low to hear.

Im writing this

thinking maybe you will read

and partake, with me,

in sour grapes.

But you're better then that

and I know it.

So I'll aspire to make good

on presentimental successes

and maybe, just maybe

even you won't hang on too high a vine.